I've been in love with music all my life. I don't just "love music," it really feels like being in love with an ever-evolving, strong, caring, supportive, nurturing ... "someone."
As a matter of fact, I stopped performing publicly in about 1993 because it was so close to my heart, and I felt like I just wasn't "a whole-enough person" to be laying bare all the deep parts of myself that I had previously tried to keep hidden.
Almost twenty years later, I'm somewhere over thirty, and I finally feel like I'm starting to know myself. And I finally feel that if someone were to look into the "deeper parts of me" through my music, that they'd feel a person I can believe in.
Making A Journey of Spirit was something that "had to be done." I have felt it within me, growing, and it finally just simply had to be born.
I am learning to trust my Higher Power more, and it feels like heaven when I do. And the music that comes from this connection feels so much better to me than when I try to do it alone.
*laughs* It's almost like "my job" is to study as much as I can so that when my HIgher Power moves me, I can "get out of the way" do what it asks.
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